Monday, December 23, 2013

I Think Sears is Holding my Car Hostage

Hi all,
Hooray! Class is done for a few weeks, just finished my last class of the semester on Saturday (the 21st). Although I still have to wait for my grade, at least I can sigh with some serious relief that class is done. It was a pretty informative class too!

Alright, so now time to get to the title of this post. As of Thursday December 19 because my heat was once again no longer working--only cold air was coming out of the vents even after being in the car for an extended period of time. So I bring the car back in, I know I really should stop bringing it there....unfortunately they are the only place with openings in the area and I can walk home from the auto center.

Anyhow, after they figured out what was wrong with my car on Thursday they told me it was the water pump this time. Fun fun. And then they said they didn't have anyone that day that could specifically work on it, but there would be someone in on Friday in the morning. So I was like ok, I want the person that knows what they are doing to fix my car. Makes sense right?

I was told it was projected to be done by noon on Friday. After hanging with my sister for a bit while she shopped at the mall, I decided to just hang around for two more hours to wait for my car to be done (Sears Auto is right next to the mall). I go over just after its noon to find out my car isn't done yet, that they discovered that the engine needed some special thing to prop up the engine so that it doesn't fall out and that it wouldn't be done until Saturday. Sigh.

I hitch a ride to class figuring it will be done by the time I get finished with class at 1. That was silly of me. I call only to find out it is STILL not done. They need some special tool or something, I don't really know, but that it would be done at 5. I worked 4 to 7 that night so clearly I couldn't pick it up then. The sales rep was even reminding me of the incoming snow storm. I was well aware, but unable to do anything else about it.

Sunday morning I call at 10, figuring they may need a little extra time just to get to the auto center because of all the snow (we got approximately 6 inches total I believe). Alas. My car was still up on the thingy for fixing. Awesome.... Supposedly it will be done today. We'll see. All I know is I am NOT paying more in labor because it's taking them so long. If they say I need to because it's not their fault that it's been taking so long than I'm going to just have to ask if that means they are saying it was my fault for bringing it to them. All I know is there service is so far not earning my business.

Sorry, rant over! I learned today how to clean up an alkaline battery explosion, quite proud of myself for not having to ask my husband to do it for me :). Also, Bailey trying to be sneaky!





He was hiding under Chris's winter coat. Cleo had totally being playing with that pink and blue ball until Bailey did a surprise attack on her. It was kind of funny.

Thanks for reading!

Melissa

P.S. Happy Holidays and/or hooray for a day off this week for most people!



Sunday, December 15, 2013

Apologies and Poetry

Hi all,
Sorry again it's been several days since I last posted. There's only one week of school left and I've got two assignments to finish up before then, so I guess my brain is a little frazzled :).

I don't often write poems, but a few months ago I was inspired to write two different poems, I don't know if they're really good, or even decent, but hey I figured it could be fun to share even if they aren't. The first poem is a little whinny, it was written during a time of serious frustration with work where a kiddo and I were just clearly not a good match, but I didn't want to give up on the team (the kid pretty much hated me for some unbeknownst reason), I ended up leaving the team so that he could thrive in therapy. The second poem is more of a criticism of the U.S. inspired by a mixture of what I've learned in my classes.

Caring
I find the caring inside of me
Is gone, it's not simply that I am unsympathetic,
It's that it has atrophied.
Thank society.
Or the media epidemic.
Thank the dwindling fervor that is humanity.
Maybe thank me.
The moving, aching muscles of compassion are gone.
So long.

What is the world coming to, you ask.
It's worst nightmare, I respond,
Humanity is gone.

False Dreams
The American Dream
Isn't as it seems,
Try as one may
No matter how hard they work each day,
Those bootstraps to pull upon
Are long gone,
If they ever existed
To start with, which is twisted.
This ideology,
This philosophy
We hold so dear
Is never near
Unless
You hold riches of boundlessness
And every opportunity is afforded
You. All of it is hoarded
For the rich, for the white.
It seems impossible to fight.
Change isn't easy or often fair,
Will it really get us anywhere?
Perhaps. Unknown futures
Could be the sutures
We need to save us
From our false dreams of greedy lust.

As always thanks for stopping in and visiting. If you've written any poems or flash fiction you'd like to share please do so in the comments! I forgot to say that with the last writing prompt I offered.

Thanks!
Melissa

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

The Burden of Convenience

Hi all,
Warning to the reader, this might get a little ranty, sorry! I noticed Sunday that my car was making an odd noise, it had just been in the shop on the 20th of November, so I was less than thrilled to hear that odd noise. Then yesterday my heat didn't work at all, which isn't good when you know, it's winter. My car also got awfully close to the "hot" temperature reading yesterday evening while I was driving to work, so that was concerning. Now I'm hanging out in the mall while my car is getting checked for a coolant leak--it's low on coolant which it shouldn't be because I just had the coolant exchanged. The noise apparently is coming from my muffler, that'll be dealt with a different day.

Cars can get so expensive, there are times when I want to just swear off driving and just bus and walk everywhere instead. But then I think about waiting in the cold for the bus, or remember the time I got on the wrong bus and ended up walking the two or so miles home from where the bus could drop me off that was closest to that point. I do generally try to walk where I can when I can (weather cooperating). I might even consider walking to one of the houses I work at once it's not winter and it stays light out past 4 pm. I'm not exactly keen about walking home alone in the dark for about a half hour's worth of time. The other house I work at would just be too far to reasonably walk to. If I were to get a bike that could solve some of the problems of travel time and distance, but I'd not ride a bike in winter, I am not that tough or daring.

So instead of getting a bus pass, which I can get one for free from campus since I am a student, I eat the cost of my car repairs. The convenience of cars certainly has it's associated cost. As for why I don't have the bus pass, well I'm kind of lazy, I'll admit it. In order to get the pass I need to go on campus during the week which means not only will I have to deal with the joys of throngs of students, I'll have to deal with finding parking that will most likely be a place I have to pay for. The office that gives the bus passes isn't open on Saturdays when I'm at campus for class. Maybe I think I'm being spiteful by not giving in...? I don't know, it's probably just laziness. Riding the bus, biking, and/or walking would be more environmentally friendly than my car too. Once winter is done I'm going to try to make a more earnest effort to not drive when possible. Cut down on my carbon foot print if only by a little!

Thanks for reading,
Melissa

Friday, December 6, 2013

Is it the Cold Deterring Me or am I Just Lazy?

Hey all,
So since the Hot Chocolate Run in November I really haven't jogged at all. I ran on Monday this week, but I haven't been able get myself to jog since then. I don't know where my motivation that I had from September to November went! I'd like to blame the wintery cold outside, right now (at 10 am) it's 10 degrees Fahrenheit, but it feels like -1. I don't even know what it was at 7:30 when I try to do my jog at, or at least when I had been doing my jogs prior to the Hot Chocolate run. Too bad I don't have a treadmill in my apartment. Some day I plan to, but for now I need to walk like five minutes to my apartment complex's main office where they have a decent gym. If anyone has suggestions on how to motivate myself, please share!

Here's a writing prompt for any of you writers out there! Write from a non-human perspective. It can be from an animals perspective or an alien's or even an inanimate object if you are feeling daring. I found this prompt here (Writing Prompts). But I am going to take the writing prompt suggestion one step further, write from the non-human perspective about a devastating event, it could be a deadly crash, a war, even the end of the world. Give yourself five minutes Now. GO!


Here is what I got, maybe five minutes isn't enough, that or my brain is rusty:



Lights flashed from the sky as Princess gazed out the window. They were so bright she shut her eyes from the suddenness of it all. Her humans were running around the house yelling in their drab ways. Princess didn’t even care to listen. 



She stood from the window, stretching all of the kinks out of her back, then she took in the panic of her people. The noisy picture box was on, there was red at the bottom of the box with something in white scrolling quickly. Red-orange color consumed the room, originating from the world beyond the window. Princess snapped her head back to the window, her humans ran to the window as well. 


Thanks for stopping in! I hope some of you try that writing prompt, I'm sure you'll do way better than me ;D.

Melissa 

Monday, December 2, 2013

Cat Personalities

Hey there!
While visiting with family for the Thanksgiving holiday I was really struck by just how different one of my in-law's cats is personality-wise in comparison to my two cats. My in-law's cat is named Hunter. Several years ago on a particularly chilly winter evening he was found by my father-in-law. They brought in the little kitty, fed him, and took care of him. At first Hunter didn't really interact with them at all, he more stared through them than anything else. Eventually he warmed up to them and started playing. He was estimated to be about a year old when he was found, he was probably a barn cat, and he was a scrappy fighter from the looks of his tuffed ears. Since opening up to my in-laws, he has become the most friendly cat I've ever met. He's hungry for attention (he will even use your hand to pet himself if you have stopped petting him) and playful as ever. I believe my mother-in-law said he's approaching eight years old, you wouldn't think he was much older than a year or two by his energy level.

Hunter is helping with quilting.

I think what surprises me so much about his personality is when I compare it to my cat Bailey, who was found when he was three weeks old and has been with people since that. Bailey is five now and although he has his playful moments, he's still a pretty stand-offish cat in a general sense. Maybe Hunter had been socialized with other farm cats when he was a kitten whereas Bailey didn't get much cat socialization. I'm not sure, I just know there is such a difference between these two orange cats!

Since we adopted Cleo I don't know exactly what her upbringing was like, but I do think she may have been a street cat. There are times when Cleo and Bailey get along really well though, so maybe she's rubbing off on him. He is a brat to her still though, don't get me wrong, he chases her through the apartment often. But they can at least both sleep on the bed at times without having a tussle. That's progress in my book :)!

Thanks for stopping in,
Melissa

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

It's Been So Long!

Hey all,
Sorry it's been yet another lengthy time between posts! I finished NaNoWriMo last night, I've been working crazy hard to get all my words in, I think I wrote 5,000 words or so yesterday alone. Now I can say I've officially made it to 80,000 words! I must say, never again. I will not ever agree to write that many words in a month again. I seriously think it messed with my brain a little bit, there were times when I felt almost like I was drunk when I'd had nothing at all to drink. BUT I am glad I challenged myself to do this. It was one crazy awesome fun experience. I just didn't do a whole lot else this November. I'm going to give myself a break from writing for a few days, but only to do homework....

I did find a handy way to trick myself into writing a lot of words one of the days. I took a post-it note, covered it with permanent marker, and then put it over the clock on the computer. I set an alarm on my phone for when I could be done. I also could not neck my word count in that time. I thought by the time the alarm went off that I'd written maybe 3,000 words. I was way off. I ended up writing over 5,000 words in that one sitting. It felt like a mega accomplishment to get that many words in, my mind was seriously a little blown that day. That trick only worked once for me though. I tried it two more times after that and ended up eventually removing the post-it or checking my word count. Maybe I pushed myself a little too hard that first trial with the post-it note trick.

Poor Cleo has a cold now, she's been sneezing and she clearly sounds stuffed up, this kitty just can't get a break! The vet recommended having Cleo kept in the bathroom while the shower was running as a steam treatment, the vet thought maybe part of Cleo's sneezing was due to the air being too dry for her. I think it's been helping so far though Cleo gets annoyed fairly quickly with it. I can't blame her either.

Also, it totally snowed again, Monday I woke up to this:



Oh Wisconsin, you can be cruel sometimes. This time the snow is sticking too. The last time it snowed a good portion of the snow melted over the next couple of days, however it is still rather wintery white out now.

And now, the pictures you've been waiting for: Cats (and a related picture)!

Bailey helping Chris play DDR.

I found this in my shoe one morning from Bailey,
I am glad it's only a toy mouse.

Cleo is helping Chris with NaNoWriMo, 
she's doing her best to motivate him.

I'm going to try to get better about posting from now on since I no longer have the excuse of NaNo, I promise!

Thanks for stopping in,
Melissa






Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Caffeine Problem and Word Wars!

Hi all,
Sorry it's been several days since I last posted! My days are all kind of meshing together, I can't wait for November to be done. I think NaNoWriMo is feeding into my caffeine problem:


I don't have a fancy thermos, so I ghettoed it up and brought two coffee mug thingies with me to class the other day. To be fair I was there ridiculously early so that I could get parking and have time to write. I just got the silver one (it's a fancy-schmancy NaNo one :D) so I totally poured the coffee from the pink one into to silver one. Still, that's a lot of coffee... probably not good for me. I think today I'm going to be all defiant-like against my coffee maker and not make any coffee. We'll see how successful that is since both cats work me up around 5:30 and then kept nagging me. I do think I drink double or even triple the amount of coffee during November than I usually do the rest of the year, that's crazy scary really.

Last night I discovered the fun of word wars! Basically you and some other people figure out your word count, then you write for fifteen minutes straight. Then everyone stops and you see who wrote the most in those fifteen minutes. I participated in two word wars last night and I got 1220 total words between the two fifteen minute segments! I don't know how having that challenge helped to push me to write so quickly then, but man if I could keep that writing pace up for an hour I'd have my word count in! Maybe I can trick myself into thinking I'm in a word war....

I can't believe it's already November 20th! I've written 57,148 words so far. It's looking more and more possible that I will actually get to 80,000. I've also totally promised myself to splurge on something if I do get to 80,000 as a reward (my splurgy reward). It's totally something silly that I've been wanting for years but couldn't actually bring myself to buy because it is costly. I think this is helping me motivate myself though :D. I wrote just over 4,000 words yesterday.

And to end, here is a picture of Bailey transfixed by Chris playing Dance Dance Revolution:

Thanks for reading!
Melissa


Friday, November 15, 2013

NaNoWriMo Update

Hey all,
I've been doing my best to keep up with the daily word count which I've been able to do so far. It's just been more challenging than the past couple of years, I realize it's mainly because I'm making myself write more words than necessary for the typical NaNo word count. The type of story I'm writing is more challenging for me too, I'm really concerned it's not scary at all and that's what I'm hoping to do, make it scary!

I started getting unmotivated the closer I've been getting to 50,000 words since if I did stop, I'd at least be done. However, my motivation was reinvigorated when some of my friends that I'd thought had given up went to town and wrote several thousands of words in a day (one wrote 10,000 words!). Seeing this made me want to do my best not to give up! Thanks friends :D! As it stands now, I've written 45,057 words so far in 15 days. Let's see if I can keep it up. Only 34,943 words left to go.

On a super positive note, Cleo's lip is looking better, the swelling has gone down that had been present, but the ulcer is still there. I think the ulcer has gotten smaller as well, so maybe the the steroids were helping. I'm out of free samples from the vet, so we'll see if things change, that will help figure out if she needs another course of steroid treatments or not. I will keep you updated.

Thanks for reading!

Melissa

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Winter Has Come and Cleo's Struggle with Face Issues

Hi all,
Well winter decided it wanted to visit the southern part of Wisconsin. It snowed yesterday and the snow stuck. It wasn't a lot of snow, just enough to cover the ground in a white blanket. It was also enough to need to scrape off my car (it initially was raining or sleeting I think, because then it froze!). A lot of it has already melted today, but I have a feeling we'll be seeing more snow pretty quick. I will try to actually be good about taking a picture too. I just hope we don't have a blizzard like the one we had last December. It shut down the city I live in (a big city). The mall shut down a week or two before Christmas if that's any indicator for you. I think it was something like two or three feet of snow in day that we got that day. Pretty insane. The snow plows were pretty much only on the main roads and interstate that day. Many, many people got stuck, including the squad cars that were trying to get to people to help them get unstuck! So yeah, no thanks, we don't need that degree of snow at once this year. My fingers are crossed for nowhere near that much snow.

As the title states poor Cleo (one of my kitties) is dealing with face issues. Since we adopted her last April she's had on and off infections and irritated scabs on her lips. The vets decided maybe it was an allergic reaction with some cat acne tossed in there, I so did not know cats could get acne. Well, yesterday I took her to the vet again and now they are thinking on top of allergies and acne that she's got an auto-immune disease that causes her to get ulcers on her lip. I was given a liquid steroid to get her the next couple of days to see if that helps get things under control. I also bought some fancy, and expensive, hypoallergenic food for her in hopes that it will help calm the acne which might be irritating her lips to the point of giving her ulcers. She at least doesn't seem to be in pain or bothered by it, unless I'm holding her still trying to get a look at it.




(Here's Cleo in a silly sitting position in case you forgot what she looks like!)

I switched from plastic food dishes to ceramic ones as well, I saw on a few forums that that has helped with cat acne issues. I've purchased some cat wipes too called Nature's Miracle that should help with the acne too. That won't help the ulcer though, which I was rubbing on the ulcer too before I knew it was an ulcer and the vet said that probably would hurt, oops :(.... I'll try to keep you updated on how she's doing in the upcoming posts!

Here's Bailey deciding this was his way of helping the quilt finish drying. He gave me quite the perturbed look when I folded it later once it was dry. He apparently rather enjoyed that as a laying spot.

Thanks for stopping by! Feel free to leave comments :D!
Melissa

Saturday, November 9, 2013

Writing Ruts and the Conspiracy of Women's Clothing

Hi all,
Yesterday was my first day of NaNo that I really hit a writing rut. It took me several hours longer to reach my daily goal than usual. I think a big part of it was that I had to start writing later than I usually do, I hope that was why anyways. I am a little concerned that I won't have enough to say of this story for 80,000 total words! That doesn't mean I'm giving up, I'll find a way, probably. I've been doing the math lately to see how many words I have left and how many it would take to get to 80,000--I should stop doing that, at least for a while, it's depressing to see that I still have more than 50,000 words left to go. As of this moment I've written 26,125 words in nine days. Sad thing is I still have 53,875 words left. So. Many. Words.

I think the encouragement of family and friends helped me get those words out yesterday though, it's always useful to have someone cheering you on with any challenge you are facing, especially once that is important to you whether it's writing, or drawing, or something completely unrelated to art. They can really help motivate you. My friends and family certainly motivate me not to let them down, so I keep on trying and pushing myself to do the best that I can.

As you can see from the title, I'm also going to rant briefly about the conspiracy of women's clothing. The biggest conspiracy in my mind is how freaking small the pockets are on pants. Unless I were to start buying men's jeans for bigger pockets, I'm pretty much doomed to lugging around a purse. Thus this conspiracy points to jeans designers and purse manufacturers in cahoots! They've got to be working together and making some shared profit off of this somehow. Jerks.

A couple weeks ago I noticed an odd warning on one item of clothing I had. It said keep away from fire. This wasn't on the tag of a shirt or pants, you know the things that would catch fire first... It was on the tag of one of my bras. I don't know if this is some reverse psychology thing trying to stir the angry, bra-burning feminist in me, or if it's some aim to dissuade me from purposefully burning my bra. I still can't decide if it is something that offends me or not. It certainly leaves me wondering why and feeling a little vexed at it. Anyone have a good explanation for why this would be the only piece of clothing that has a keep away from fire warning?

Thanks for reading!

Melissa

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Adding in Another Point of View

Hi all,
As you may recall I am participating in National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo) this November and with the added challenge of doing 80,000 words instead of 50,000. It's been going well so far, I'm at 19,019 words on day 6! I decided to add in another character's perspective in my story as of late last night.

Adding in another point of view (POV) can be tricky, and you never really know until you've finished if it was a right choice or a fitting choice. It's also tricky because you need to make that POV stand out from the other character's POV. I'm hoping my choice to add this character's perspective in will be a good one. My story takes place in a different world from our own where the dark things that creep in the night live (my working title is Where Nightmares Reign, it will do for now), and I write from two character's POVs that are there so as to give the reader as much as I can about this world. But I realized there's so much more I could do if I also showed what was happening in the real world from the sister's POV and how she and the family are handling the main character's kidnapping.

I don't know how well I'm writing the dark and creepy of the story either, it's my first attempt at something a little more sinister. I suppose if nothing else, it is hopefully something that can be resolved in the editing stages of the process. I do find listening to creepy music like soundtracks from scary movies helps, so if you're stuck at all in your writing, try listening to music that is a similar mood/feel to what you are writing! A friend of mine suggested doing that and it really has helped.

I've also been writing right away in the morning so the day doesn't get away form me. Today I managed to write just under 3,000 words in under two hours! That was some crazy fast writing for me, I apparently was in the zone or something. Lately it's been taking me three to three and a half hours or so to get that many words. Maybe adding in another POV inspired my writing :)! Keep on keeping on with the writing, you can do it!

Thanks for stopping by,
Melissa

Monday, November 4, 2013

80,000 words and a 5k

Hi all!
So you know how I said it was mean of my husband and friend to suggest I do 80,000 words this year instead of 50,000 words for NaNoWriMo? Well apparently I decided it would be fun, it's only 1000 extra words a day after all... We'll see if I feel so motivated after I need to write a paper this week for class. I also don't know if my story will last that long, I do have that fear. But I have written 10,000 words in 3 days :D! Gotta keep things positive, right? I typically try to write for NaNo in the morning and try to do very little before writing for NaNo, if my coffee maker was a little newer I'd have to do even less, but it doesn't have a timer set in it to go off when I want it too. Ah well it's only a few added steps before I can start writing.

This past weekend I participated in the Hot Chocolate Run--I only did the 5k, no way in heck could I have done the 15k! It was my first run like this and it was one very interesting experience. We actually did more waiting in our corral to start the race than it took us to run the race (us being my brother-in-law, my brother's girl friend [though to me she's totally a sister-in-law :D], and me). There were at least 27,000 people doing this run in Chicago. Aside from having to dodge around the walkers with poor racing etiquette, i.e. walking in the middle of the road versus at the sides, it was a lot of fun. I really didn't think a few months ago when I signed up to do this run that I could actually do it. And then I did, yay! They set the pace to me which was probably best, I had a moment of slowy-Joeyness. I only needed to walk for a brief amount of time, but otherwise jogged the whole time. We averaged just over 11 minute miles which was faster than I'd done on my own before this and we finished the race in 36 minutes! I would totally recommend people to try and push themselves to do something like this, it's a fun experience and this race was pretty laid back and meant to just be fun so if you did need to walk it wasn't like you were in the minority. Plus it feels like quite an accomplishment to get something like this done.

I'll keep my NaNo journey up to date on here as best I can, wish me luck to actually get to 80,000 words and keep on keeping on if you're doing NaNo too!

Thanks for stopping in,
Melissa

Friday, November 1, 2013

Staying Up Late Two Days in a Row and NaNo!

Hi all,
I think I finally have to accept that I'm growing up, staying up late is much harder for and recovering from it even harder. I stayed up until 1:30 Wednesday playing video games just because I could, at least that night I didn't slam down several cups of coffee and some soda on top of it. I even managed to make myself jog 5k Thursday morning, but I pretty much came back to my apartment and napped after showering--napping is a wonderful thing, I believe in it's awesomeness.

Then Thursday evening my husband and I and some friends met at a Perkins for a NaNoWriMo kickoff writing session. Many of us were chugging coffee or caffeinated beverages counting down the minutes to midnight. 2000 words later and at 3 am we finally headed home. I had had at least four cups of coffee and one cup 20 oz cup of caffeinated soda throughout the time we met up and left. I'm very certain I'm going to have a caffeine hangover today (terribly headache and such). But it was totally worth it. I got to hang out with friends and write. I was so excited for the start of NaNo that I was almost to the point of nervousness!

Starting my story wasn't terribly hard, I at least had the beginning more or less planned, but chapter 2 was a little harder to start--it was uncharted territories of the story plot! Frightening. I did just stare at the computer screen for a few minutes, something I generally try to avoid during the adventure of NaNo. It was very nice to kick NaNo off with others though in that it helped motivate me to continue. Though my husband decided and my friends agreed that I should have to write 100,000 words but it was talked down to 80,000 words this year instead of 50,000 because I've been successful so many years in a row. Totally not fair, and yet I kind of want to try to make that possible? Maybe. I don't know if I'll have time once my other class starts up, but who knows what possibilities will be in store for me in this NaNo season of crazy-awesomeness!

As an aside, anyone who does write or is thinking about it, you should try NaNo! It's fun and it's not too late to start. You don't have to get 50,000 words, you can just set yourself a goal to do X many words total or you can set a goal of writing every day for X amount of time. This could really help you get your creative juices flowing!

Thanks for stopping in,
Melissa



Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Writing Prompt and Cats

Hi all,
Sorry I haven't posted in a few days, school work has been keeping me busy! This morning when I was reflecting on what to blog about I recalled a writing prompt one of my professors assigned us in a creative writing class. The prompt was to write a flash fiction about color. I'm a fan of color so I was pretty excited. It was very interesting to see different classmates take on how to spin this assignment too. Some went the opposite end of the spectrum than me with absolutely no color. Imagine a world like that! I sure couldn't which was why I wrote instead about color coming to life! I'm including the story that I wrote for class below with a few minor edits, enjoy :D!



Blades of Grass
Melissa Bergum 
 
Gene blew the fading black hair out of her face as she taped the last box of her late mother’s living room items small enough to fit in boxes.  She looked around the gray room, dust particles drifted by in the tiny current of the house.  The furniture, now antique by some standards, had lost what bright colors it did have.  She would take what she could put into her own house and then sell the rest; she had no siblings to share these things with.  She stood and stretched her aching back; time seemed to be catching up with her as well.
All of the rooms in the house were packed but one, the bedroom.  For some reason she felt that room had to be the last, perhaps because it was the most personal room of her mothers and in packing it up it meant she really was gone, perhaps not; she hadn’t really thought on it.  She walked past the upholstered furniture and through the varnished doorframe, the stairs leading to the second floor sat just off to the left of her.  She remembered worrying that her mother would have difficulties climbing those stairs; it even led to a fight between them as to whether or not her mother should be in assisted living or at least have someone to care for her.  Her mother did not talk to her for weeks. 
Slowly she climbed the creaking steps one after another; twenty-three steps in all.  She tried not to imagine what these steps must have been like on the days her mother’s arthritis acted up.  Her mother was a very stubborn woman though, refusing to live out the rest of her days in an “elderly daycare” as she called it.
Her mother’s room was neat and orderly—as was the rest of her house.  Everything had its particular place and probably was never moved since the day it was put there thirty some years ago when her parents moved here.  There was a photo album on the nightstand next to her mother’s bed.  Gene inched towards it, sitting on the bed when she reached it.  She grasped the heavier than expected album, running her fingers over the rough, worn cover.  She opened the album, leafing through it.  Each page crinkling as she turned them.  The beginning photos were her parent’s wedding pictures taken years and years ago.  As she continued through there were photos of her parents doing all sorts of things like barbequing and dancing and as she moved further in there started to be photos of her mother pregnant with her.  She paused upon each one of these pages, drinking in the pictures of her gone parents.  Then there were some baby photos of Gene that followed not long after the pictures of her pregnant mother.  She only glanced at those pictures; she didn’t remember any of it so it was not as important to her.  When she flipped to the next page, however, she saw one she did remember.
            It was a picture of her standing in front of her parent’s first house.  The picture was in black and white, but the longer she looked at it the more it seemed as if the colors she remembered painted themselves into it.
Everything back then seemed more vivid and vibrant to her; she remembered it all as if it were yesterday though, once she saw that picture.  She swore it was her first memory.  The freshly painted white-picket fence glistened off of the sun like a river that ran around her parents quaint house.  The sun itself seemed more stunning to her then than it does now.  It seemed to her tiny child mind to be more yellow than her little canary dress or the sunflower house she lived in and the suns rays were like a warm blanket that wrapped around her.  The flowers, dressed in pinks, yellows, purples, whites, and reds, danced in the slight breeze next to the house.  The grass almost glowed green it was so bright.  She remembered bending down and plucking up a few of those glowing green blades of grass, her black, tightly wound curls bobbed next to her ears.  The feeling of the grass between her fingers was an odd and new sensation that made her giggle like all little children do when they experience anything new—no matter how simple.  Even the feeling of the grass under her was a sensation worth noting, it was spongy and bouncy under her only recent sure footing.
She sighed to herself as she gazed at that photo, wishing, or perhaps even yearning, that her current world was as colorful and lively and simple as it had been all those years ago.  She could not help but smile at her folly and then she carefully closed the photo album and got back to work.




So I realized I haven't spoken about my cats in quite a while which is sad because cats are fun! As I stated before in a previous blog I have two cats: Balthier (Bailey) and Cleo. Bailey is a bit of a special cat. He's got some socialization issues due to being separated from his mom at a very young age (we found him when he was three weeks old). He doesn't quite know how to interact with people or Cleo and his interactions are quite variable. He can be very loving and sweet at times and on his terms, but he also can be aggressive. He is especially so when we have guests over, I'm thinking he gets over-stimulated. The strange thing is he wants to be near people, he hangs out near all of us when guests are over even though he will hiss if anyone approaches him or if he approaches anyone else. His behaviors have improved over the years though.


There is one very adorable thing he does and has done since he was a kitten. Because he was never properly weened as a kitten he suckles on blankets on a daily basis. I did get a video of it, but he's keeping an eye on me because I'm being all suspicious-like a recording him.



Cleo is a super sweetheart and a snugglebug. We adopted her last April. She doesn't put up with her brother's antics though! She definitely defends herself when he's being a bit of a poophead. Cleo is missing several teeth that had to be removed by the vets prior to our adopting her, so her upper lip often gets caught on her bottom teeth and gives her a rather derpy facial expression:

Thanks for stopping in!
Melissa

Sunday, October 27, 2013

Ahh NaNo is here is less than a week!

Hi all!
Although the first year I did NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) it was a challenge in that I did not know what to expect, I think this year will have it's own sets of challenges. I only have a flash fiction to base my novel off of for starters. I've also never really written anything super dark and creepy before and this is what I'm setting out to do. I think in the coming days to NaNo I am actually going to do some planning, weird I know. One suggestion made by a writing buddy of mine that they learned from an accomplished author is to write down pertinent details and descriptions on note cards. I think I'll do that, at least for character descriptions and setting descriptions. I have found that if I'm not careful when writing for NaNo characters and sometimes settings do deviate from what they initially looked like, it happens to the best of us I'm sure and certainly happens to amateurs like me! It will also make editing easier if I keep things consistent and I already dread editing.

I do think that no matter how talented of a writer you think you may or may not be, at least attempting NaNoWriMo can help you develop as a writer. First and foremost it gives you a deadline to stick to. It helps keep you on track with a handy dandy little chart that says what your average should be at X date. It also forces you to write and not wait for the "right time"--you can't wait or else you'll fall behind! Not being able to go back an edit as you write really helped me my first year doing NaNo as well. Even if you end up stopping after a week of doing NaNo, or a day, you've written something! It may even help you get in a routine of writing once NaNo is completed. I generally set aside a specific time of day to do my writing, especially for NaNo.

Thanks for stopping in and reading!

I would like to leave you with two images, one of a Lego pyramid I decided to build Friday night, the other of an adorable kitten attacking a paper towel roll that is bigger than him.

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Bye!
Melissa

Thursday, October 24, 2013

Graphic Novels and my NaNoWriMo Idea

Hey all,
There is one short story of mine that I really think would be better suited as a graphic novel or even a webcomic, but I can't draw for crap. I can do awesome stick figures but that wouldn't do the story justice. I tried to get myself to practice drawing but that didn't last long--somehow I am more motivated to jog every other day than I am to draw (weird!). I don't specifically know if there are any programs out there that are user-friendly that basically draw for you, though Bitstrips on Facebook looks like it has potential, I just don't know if they technically own whatever is made with it, if that were the case than no thanks! I'm going to look more into this though.

My idea this year for NaNoWriMo actually started from a writing prompt the writing group I'm in submitted to us. It was to write a short story either about sound or a lack of sound. Here's the flash fiction piece I'm drawing my inspritation from for my NaNo novel!

Tapping
Melissa Bergum


Tap. Tap. Tap.
Eve glanced at her window cautiously over her home-made quilted blanket. Her knuckles were turning white from gripping the covers so tightly. Her older sister Samara made fun of her relentlessly for insisting on having a nightlight even though she was nine years old. Tonight was the first night she did not have it on.
Moonlight made its way through her soft pink curtains that cast shadows which danced manically about her room now. Eve shut her eyes quickly, pulling the cover over her head. She sunk down into the bed. Shadows are sometimes scary. She thought to herself, trying to be reassuring.
Tap. Tap. Tap.
A small squeal escaped pathetically from Eve’s clenched throat. It’s just the tree. It’s just the tree. Eve opened her eyes; the darkness they provided was no more comforting than the shadows. Slowly, almost as slow as the swirl-shelled snail she had seen earlier that day, she brought the covers back down. Samara would surely make fun of her if she knew Eve was frightened by a tree. Exhaling, Eve dipped her toes out from under her blanket and pushed herself to the edge of the bed. Her feet found the soft carpeted floor seconds later.
Tap. Tap. Tap.
            The tapping was getting more insist, more frequent.
Samara isn’t going to make fun of me anymore. She thought as she approached the window.
Only hesitating for a moment, Eve pulled apart her curtains widely, expecting to see only the tree that had always been outside of her window. A loud gasp escaped Eve as she starred through the window at a lovely person. She looked to have blue-green skin with beautiful wings like a dragonfly’s. The woman had a dress made of leaves and vines that wrapped snugly about her. One long outstretched finger now rested on the glass.
With her mouth agape, Eve reached her finger up to the window and pressed it in the same spot as the lovely lady. Vibrant green and blue light burst from the lady’s wings. A small smile started on her face, she was looking at Eve. Eve smiled back. Then the smile grew to cover half of her face, when her lips parted Eve was face to face with gigantic, razor teeth.
Eve stumbled backward, quivering. The glowing creature looked to Eve’s left. Panicked, Eve looked to her left and saw the shadow of the lady walking towards her. Paralyzed, Eve could not move or scream as the shadow approached her. The only sound that rang out in the night as Eve was grabbed was the tapping of the tree branch.


Thanks for reading and visiting! Any and all comments are appreciated :D
Melissa